Monday, August 4, 2008
sorry for not updating for such a long time...due to exams n reports...for such a long period of time i didnt touch it today i touched it once again..thinking how bad am i for not touching the "sword"...nw i'm doing so once again...thinking that it's so unfair for HIM..happy i'll seek HIM not happy forget HIM...so sorry....felt really pissed off with myself....i've been asking myself why am i so selfish that i only thought of myself?sometimes during this period of time i really wanted to pray but i didnt have the courage to do so...thinking until now i still dun have...mayb i should try praying but is real hard for me to do so now...when things r happening...feeling really very down at times...just like today's paper...how much i really wanted to pray about it but i know i dun have that courage....is something i lost...am i able to find it back??i dunno....HELP PLS!!!
11:45 PM
