Monday, August 18, 2008
happy birthday carol..hope u like e presents that we gave you...even though there's alot we still need to give but we lack of time to get to present to you...haha....hope u do enjoy ur day with us...with ur studies...haha...here are some presents for you guys n gals to see...
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
decided to come blog aft such a long period of time.found out that this blog goin a yr and my posts e less than 100...this shows that i really very lazy to blog...haha...
anyway...i found out that lately i not being myself...i jus dunno how to explain this but i jus find that alot of things i begin to let go or feeling like to let them go...jus dunno why...mayb because the food poisoning case lately?i also dunno...somehow i rather i find that something is not right with me...is it my heart condition?!i dunno...bt i do feel unwell recently..bt jus that i dun wan to say to add problems or troubles to ppl...ya to those who is reading this post PLEASE DON'T GO AROUND N SPREAD THIS THING!!! NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT AND TALK ABOUT...this is what i feel...ya...bt at least nw i feel better...who knows one day i might jus disappear...no one knows...haha...
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Monday, August 4, 2008
sorry for not updating for such a long time...due to exams n reports...for such a long period of time i didnt touch it today i touched it once again..thinking how bad am i for not touching the "sword"...nw i'm doing so once again...thinking that it's so unfair for HIM..happy i'll seek HIM not happy forget HIM...so sorry....felt really pissed off with myself....i've been asking myself why am i so selfish that i only thought of myself?sometimes during this period of time i really wanted to pray but i didnt have the courage to do so...thinking until now i still dun have...mayb i should try praying but is real hard for me to do so now...when things r happening...feeling really very down at times...just like today's paper...how much i really wanted to pray about it but i know i dun have that courage....is something i lost...am i able to find it back??i dunno....HELP PLS!!!
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