Tuesday, July 22, 2008
there's so much things for me to say...but i just don't know where to start..and really makes me don't feel like starting it..or rather to say it...really for this past 1 week is really tough for me...not only me about also to some of my classmates...seriously felt very helpless that i cried in front of saleha...i dropped my precious tears in front of her...none of my classmates see me cry before only carol and Patricia...e rest nv c me cry before..but i know that i cant take it anymore...and i broke down..is really very tough...
to who this may concern...you should very well in your heart or when u reading this... wont force you anymore..i'll jus give you time to think and i'll just wait till you reply me...knowing that you may not reply for e rest of your life but i'll just wait till you want to say a word to me...
12:03 AM
Monday, July 14, 2008
you hurt my feelings once again....purposely said girls are unpredictable...my question is so simple that you cant even answer...i don't know what to do...you tell me what should i do?seems that you always ignoring me...but what else can i do?you tell me!!!this is really very hurtful...
11:59 PM
Friday, July 11, 2008
finally i had the time to come and blog....yesterday i got back my sensors results...and so i got back all my results...quite disappointed...seriously disappointed...but now i know e only way is to really study hard and do well for my final sem papers...there's so much for me to say bt i dunno how and what to say...been staying in school to do e projects do until i want to cry...seriously wan to cry...i really give up...cant take this stress anymore...why didn't e accident take place on wed??i took a cab and almost got into an accident 3 times...for 3 times e driver managed to stop...haiz...
someone asked me this..someone asked me to share my problems but now is that i dont have e time to share as you dont have the time to listen i believe..i'm not trying to be attention seeker here...but i'm trying to say what i want to say jus that is too many...and i really wan to keep my post short....I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING...............................................................
11:56 PM
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
back again after a day...anyway,today i went out to have fun for a day...i told myself and carol that WE NEED A BREAK!!!so i met her at 1 at her house for lunch and then, we went to parkway...she got herself a YELLOW skirt and i got a PINK shorts...after which we went around looking for hafiz's present...but we dont know how to choose...so gave up...went on to meet hafiz,priya and stephanie for bowling...here comes the funny part..carol took this ball which is ORANGE(size 8) in colour and then Priya took a PINK(size 8) with small holes..so carol tried taking it..she took it and it dropped on the ground..in the end she changed..later on another couple came to the next lane and play..they just anyhow take the balls there...which inculde e ORANGE and the PINK...so the guy took the ORANGE which i was using too...so i decided not to waste time and RED(size 10) in colour..thinking that it was not that heavy..so before i could bowl, the whole ball flew off..not forward but backward...which means dropped before i could bowl..and i hurt my finger...very funny...
10:43 PM
it's been a long time ever since i had blogged...anyway, these few weeks there's a lot of things that happened and i dont know where to start from which i decided not to do so anymore..life is just miserable...just finished my common test..and i got back so far only ANP..the rest will be given during the week...i did see the effort that i put in my studies but guess i'm still not really very happy about it..maybe there's more improvement in it??i dont know..maybe some of u may say that is already quite good but to me maybe not...giving myself too much stress and pressure...maybe becoming a habit and i think i'll "enjoy" this feeling...ya guess i study too much and my wires when crazy...wahaha..
12:07 AM
