Saturday, May 24, 2008
today didnt really want to go to church but i still dragged myself out of the house and go...so things went as normal..until....during the first praise and worship i think is the devil reminded me about the operation..which most of ur know about it...i got really very upset and very lost....i dont know what to do..my mum and my lect encourage me to go for the operation...jus some how or rather remember what my mum told me last night..and during praise n worship i started crying...but i still try to hold back my tears as much as i could...so during the sermon, i didnt really paying much attention to it..cos i was really very distracted...so here come the altar call..i confessed and told God that i didnt really paying attention and asked for forgiveness..so during the second praise and worship somehow or rather my tears started to roll down again..really asking God to help me bt seems that i'm really very distracted...nth happened bt i still crying...so during the cell group decided to break the news to my leader, Mic Bay..i told her abt it..while telling her i cried again..she asked me can let the cell group ppl know about it or not i told her can..so she told the cell group and they started to pray for me and i jus continue crying...we always say pray like never before..bt today for me is cry like never before...crying non-stop..
after cell group..shi feng asked me am i rushing back home?i told her not and asked her why..she asked me to go plaza with her to buy something...bt she said she wants to walk there...so i told her okay...so walked to hillside(along bukit timah) she told me that she very tired..want to take bus..so we took bus...when we reached e interchange, i saw jonathan, evan, marvin, hsien tze and peiqi...jonathan was holding on to a cake..and they started to sing..i was really very shocked...really thank all of u...making the effort to plan all these...
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