well i jus dunno where i sld start...ya..so i guess start from mon ba...mon we went out as a class(which supposed to b) bt in e end i think abt half e class only ba...ya...went to eat steamboat..this time around was super unusual...like become very quiet like that..we were nt really sitting together..carol,priya n i took a table at e other side..while e rest joined e tables..ya..nt really that fun..mayb i guess is i emo ba!!haha...ya..well...nth really happened ytd..rot e whole day!!!well...talk abt today....i dun really wish to say...bt still i will say..for those who wanna know..those who dun wan to know u can close e window le... as some of ur know today i went for my medical appointment...early in e morning i woke up at 6.15am n left e hse at 7am to rush to e stupid hospital for my appointment at 8am...er..that was e scan...during e scan, i heard a lot of noise...of cos frm my heart...ya...still can hear that e hole is still there..oh ya for those who dunno..i hav ventricular septal defect(VSD)..ya..e doc came in n told me that e hole is still there...(which i can hear frm e stupid scan)she said dun hav to worry e hole is abt 4-6MM...NOT CM..(if in CM i already die le)which my mum thought...i was like...-_-""so aft that went to walk around at chinatown with my mum n my kindergarden classmate's mum..i seriously can die there..cant stand...(er...dun tell me to sit which someone will say that in his/her mind)at abt 1pm rush back to e hospital again for my check-up..saying the same old things again...i was wondering when can they tell me something new?indeed they said something new...i cant rmb is which chamber le..that one of e tissues moved towards e hole..and in e end cos e chamber unable to close properly..bt e doc said nt really a very big problem..so dun have to worry...ya..they also said dun have to "visit" them annually...."visit" them once in 2yrs time..ya a bit happy but than still have to "visit" them again i very SIAN le..bt what can i do beside pray?right? today can also consider 3rd day of my new life...still getting use to it..in my mind i kept thinking when will e msg come???how come takes so long??guess i had forgotten abt it..well i will train myself nt to think too much!!!i sld think less each day!!!look on e bright side...oh ya...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAD,VENESSA and EUNICE...oh..also HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVA in advance!!!wahaha...

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well i jus dunno where i sld start...ya..so i guess start from mon ba...mon we went out as a class(which supposed to b) bt in e end i think abt half e class only ba...ya...went to eat steamboat..this time around was super unusual...like become very quiet like that..we were nt really sitting together..carol,priya n i took a table at e other side..while e rest joined e tables..ya..nt really that fun..mayb i guess is i emo ba!!haha...ya..well...nth really happened ytd..rot e whole day!!!well...talk abt today....i dun really wish to say...bt still i will say..for those who wanna know..those who dun wan to know u can close e window le... as some of ur know today i went for my medical appointment...early in e morning i woke up at 6.15am n left e hse at 7am to rush to e stupid hospital for my appointment at 8am...er..that was e scan...during e scan, i heard a lot of noise...of cos frm my heart...ya...still can hear that e hole is still there..oh ya for those who dunno..i hav ventricular septal defect(VSD)..ya..e doc came in n told me that e hole is still there...(which i can hear frm e stupid scan)she said dun hav to worry e hole is abt 4-6MM...NOT CM..(if in CM i already die le)which my mum thought...i was like...-_-""so aft that went to walk around at chinatown with my mum n my kindergarden classmate's mum..i seriously can die there..cant stand...(er...dun tell me to sit which someone will say that in his/her mind)at abt 1pm rush back to e hospital again for my check-up..saying the same old things again...i was wondering when can they tell me something new?indeed they said something new...i cant rmb is which chamber le..that one of e tissues moved towards e hole..and in e end cos e chamber unable to close properly..bt e doc said nt really a very big problem..so dun have to worry...ya..they also said dun have to "visit" them annually...."visit" them once in 2yrs time..ya a bit happy but than still have to "visit" them again i very SIAN le..bt what can i do beside pray?right? today can also consider 3rd day of my new life...still getting use to it..in my mind i kept thinking when will e msg come???how come takes so long??guess i had forgotten abt it..well i will train myself nt to think too much!!!i sld think less each day!!!look on e bright side...oh ya...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAD,VENESSA and EUNICE...oh..also HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVA in advance!!!wahaha...

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