I FELT SO GUILTY !!!!ya..cos this afternoon i was doing my maths once again..and i smsed carol saying that i wont b going to school SO EARLY tmr...ya..den i told her that i didn't had enough of sleep for e past few days..last night(or rather this morning) i slept at 2am...and den my mom woke me up at abt 6plus this morning..arh~super tired lah..den i could nt sleep well again..den i forced myself back to sleep n got up at 10plus..still very tired..ya..she told me not to think so much..bt den i didn't reply her..cos i know if i say i will try in fact is a lie..cos whenever i said that i know i wont do it..and if i say I'm not thinking anything is another lie...so i jus dunno what to reply her..so i nv reply her..so after abt an hr or something she called me!!jus nice i was charging my hp in my room n i was in e living room watching tv...ya..she called four times n ying kai called 3 times..all i didn't hear...ops!ya..ying kai left 3 voice mails..er..pls dun leave voice mail as i wont b listening to it..ya..so i was thinking should i call back anot...den i saw carol's sms..den i replied her..so i called back to ying kai and ask ask him why he called me earlier on..den he told me that carol was worried abt me!and he read my blog post ytd...and was like shocked i guess..ya..SORRY!!bt den this is my habit..no choice..everyone faces life and death isn't it?!so if anything happen to me all i can say is that i meeting God first!dunno why this thought is coming back once again!bt den i know what i will do!yup so dun worry!and SORRY CAROL AND YING KAI!!ya..thanks!

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I FELT SO GUILTY !!!!ya..cos this afternoon i was doing my maths once again..and i smsed carol saying that i wont b going to school SO EARLY tmr...ya..den i told her that i didn't had enough of sleep for e past few days..last night(or rather this morning) i slept at 2am...and den my mom woke me up at abt 6plus this morning..arh~super tired lah..den i could nt sleep well again..den i forced myself back to sleep n got up at 10plus..still very tired..ya..she told me not to think so much..bt den i didn't reply her..cos i know if i say i will try in fact is a lie..cos whenever i said that i know i wont do it..and if i say I'm not thinking anything is another lie...so i jus dunno what to reply her..so i nv reply her..so after abt an hr or something she called me!!jus nice i was charging my hp in my room n i was in e living room watching tv...ya..she called four times n ying kai called 3 times..all i didn't hear...ops!ya..ying kai left 3 voice mails..er..pls dun leave voice mail as i wont b listening to it..ya..so i was thinking should i call back anot...den i saw carol's sms..den i replied her..so i called back to ying kai and ask ask him why he called me earlier on..den he told me that carol was worried abt me!and he read my blog post ytd...and was like shocked i guess..ya..SORRY!!bt den this is my habit..no choice..everyone faces life and death isn't it?!so if anything happen to me all i can say is that i meeting God first!dunno why this thought is coming back once again!bt den i know what i will do!yup so dun worry!and SORRY CAROL AND YING KAI!!ya..thanks!

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