fionathefeather

2010-03-22T16:17:00.002+08:00

hey there, I'm back..haha..after so long... anyway, if u r wondering where e hell I've been, i let you know now... straight after my final sem exams i started working at my attachment company... but there's nth much for me to do... so everyday, after lunch, i will just sit there and started to play games or surf the net..dun get shocked when u see me online...becos the work I'm given is really very sian.. and one person told me to do this way another told me to do that way...so basically i gave up...i will work in the morning and will play in the afternoon.. haha... anyway, i just started watching this Korean tv series..kind of nice... is a male version of temptation of wife... is called temptation of an angel.. haha... quite interesting... when i watch finished, den i will let you guys know what's e story abt..wahaha... if not ur go n watch urself...lolz.. :P

2010-01-01T23:22:00.002+08:00

It’s been a while ever since I blogged beside the latest posts. Currently, I’m busy with my projects…endless project works… I guess now I really hate projects… time really flies… another year has just ended and a brand new year begins… I just wondered did I really make full use of 2009. Did I achieve what I suppose to achieve? What will my 2010 be like? Is it going to be the same as 2009? I really don’t know… when will I get back the courage that I used to have? When will be able to stand before Him? When will I put down all the things that I not suppose to carry with me? When will I grow up mentally?

As I was talking to my secondary schoolmate on msn…she told me this… we are all sinners who fell short of God’s glory… we can stand blameless in front of God. We do backslide. We do make e wrong choices. We do stray away from God and yet God still wants us back. We were unfaithful but He is still faithful.

She told me a story from a book which makes me know what to do… but will I do it is another question… here the story:

It’s about a father and daughter. When e daughter is young, she will always dance a dance with her father on Christmas Eve and sit on her dad’s legs. But as she grew up, she became rebellious and left the house one day with her boyfriend. But they broke up and she was left alone. In order to survive, she went to work as a dancer at a bar and she keeps receiving letters from her dad but she never have the courage to open a single one of them. Till one day, the letter was at her working place. She was shocked, because all along it was someone else who passed it to her. This was what written in the letter: “I know where you are and what you have been doing.” But that does not change what I wrote in all the letters and what he wrote in all e letters is “will you come back and dance with papa?”

Hope all of you will understand what this message is about…

Lastly Happy New Year to all of you!!! May your wishes and dreams come true! :)

2009-12-31T22:47:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2009-12-25T01:43:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

2009-11-26T00:26:00.002+08:00

ok..back to my blog after such a long time.. ok now i'm feeling giddy...mayb got heat stroke in e afternoon or something.. but comfirm is not hungry that caused this giddiness...or mayb i didnt slp well... being sleeping at 1am for the past 2 days...projects after projects...reports after reports...it seems like my life is surrounded by reports n projects... hate it... guess what? now is 1230am..n i'm still online blogging.. in fact is still doin work... but thinking of updating u guys.. :)alright back to my work.. hope to see you guys soon!!! Anyway, good luck to those who goin to present tmr.. :)

2009-10-31T23:56:00.001+08:00

already two weeks had gone... and i felt so stress!!i'm still working on my reports... guess what?! i have two reports waiting for me to do.. and the due date is nxt week.. and i'm not done with any of it yet... as i was listening to this song: God will make a way... how i wish there's a way for me now to finish up my report asap!!!!i'm so tired!!!as i was typing, i was questioning myself do i believe that God will make a way for me?! for those who nv listen or hear this song before here is the lyrics: God will make a way, Where there seems to be no way He works in ways we cannot see He will make a way for me He will be my guide Hold me closely to His side With love and strength for each new day He will make a way, He will make a way. By a roadway in the wilderness, He'll lead me And rivers in the desert will I see Heaven and earth will fade But His Word will still remain He will do something new today. God will make a way, Where there seems to be no way He works in ways we cannot see He will make a way for me He will be my guide Hold me closely to His side With love and strength for each new day He will make a way, He will make a way

2009-10-16T00:37:00.004+08:00

Okay here comes the idiot to come once again… went to celebrate Rodney’s birthday… den after that we went to take the flyer… hohoho… and is the first time carol n I taking the flyer…wahaha… funny right…lolz… took quite a number of pictures… mostly all stupid pictures…haha.. here let’s take a look…

Rodney was sabo by Li Zhong to drink a mixture of drinks
The first pic in the cabin
The last pic in the cabin
This is my fav...wahaha

2009-10-04T22:59:00.001+08:00

Back again, anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVA!!!! This morning my brother flied to Cambodia for mission trip. When he’s on his way to the airport, I’m still being a pig cos his flight is at 8am. So I think only my dad sent him to the airport. And he just text me saying that he’s fine and safe over there. Glad he’s safe there. :)

2009-10-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

Just came back not long. Here I am to blog again. Today is my dad’s birthday as well as my friend, Venessa’s birthday. So here am I to wish them a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Know what? I dye my hair again. Ha-ha from golden to copper brown and now it seems like quite red…haha…anyway, here’s my family photo… :)

2009-10-01T23:42:00.005+08:00

First of all HAPPY CHILDREN’S DAY!!! I know I don’t get the chance to celebrate children’s day but I don’t care. Ha-ha! Yup today we went to celebrate Eva’s birthday at Century Square at Blue Urban Oasis. Michelle had Aglio E Olio, Eva had Mexican Chicken, Pat had Traditi Chicken, Gladys had Fish & Chip, Carol had Pan Seared Dory and I had Oven Baked Chicken. We also ordered some sides and some drinks (mainly we all shared the drinks). Carol and I shared Blue Lagoon, Gladys and Michelle shared Shirley Temple, Eva had Pina Colada and Pat had Lychee Martinis (this drink is not that bad). Eva had another FOC drink called “one shot”. In the end, we all took a small slip of that drink and Pat finished the drink. LOL.

Group Picture

2009-09-30T22:56:00.002+08:00

here to blog once again...seriously i didnt know is this a bad news or a good news... mayb carol is right...depending on how u look at this matter... maybe to me this is not really a good or a bad news?!i dunno... or maybe sld say i dun dare to know the truth?!sometimes i just hate to know the truth...haha...weird.. sld not think sooooo much...anyway, i'm thinking sld i change my blog skin?!haha..cos i hav nothing better to do.. :P

2009-09-23T09:58:00.001+08:00

back once again...results are out today...quite surprised is that everything when results are coming out i'll be super nervous...however, this time round i find myself to stay claim...i dunno is i too tired or know that what done is already done...nothing else can change...haha...

2009-09-11T09:20:00.000+08:00

okay dead!!!back once again...guess what??in fact i'm working now...haha...jus that there's nth for me to do...and I'M BORED!!! sitting next to eva...see her checking her mail but the network doesn't wan to let her to do so... wahaha...half an hr has past n she still checking on her mail...lol...today is my last day of work here...hope that i can really get more rest..oh i also heard that wilson koh goin ns nxt mon...hope he can go along well with his new friends...haha...right...brain juice..used finished...goin to "recharge" now...lol..take care people..:)

2009-09-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

back after such a long time..ytd there's a BME outing...we had bbq at coast sand...and guess what??after the bbq i had a high fever!!!wahaha...how cool was that?ytd managed to catch my last bus home from parkway...by the time i reached home is already 12am...on my way home i had a horrible gastric pain...so i heat up some milk...after drinking...went to watch tv till around 1am..den i went to take temp..guess what? 38.1!!!so i went to bed...this morning woke up, i take again 37.7...till now my temp is stil quite high...jus b4 i blog, i took the temp..38.6!!!is gettin higher...i think hav to get well soon if not tmr eva will hav to walk around woodlands like a lost child...haha....if u have time to pray for me den i'll be happy...now getting worst...fever,cough, running nose, headache, and even body ache...i think i'm getting old...haiz...goin off to rest soon... :)

2009-08-23T19:41:00.000+08:00

First of all congrats to my brother who got baptized today…ya…yesterday I sent 2 hours just to fix and align those arrows for my AES…still have more to go…very lazy to do…going back to school tmr but for what? i still wondering…I was being hurt..badly hurt…but what can I do?haiz…

2009-08-22T15:59:00.000+08:00

okay..back once again..been doing my AES these two days... and i'm finishing it soon...i jus left with the theory stuffs...haa..so tired....goin back to do later...if not tmr den continue...haha... :)

2009-08-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

Time check… now is 12 am in the morning and it’s someone’s birthday!!!Ha ha… maybe this is the last year in poly and I did something really stupid….i guess she also think so…right? Haha..yup it’s none other than Carol’s birthday..my kopi’s birthday!!!i just had a really strong feelings to just get her a camera…not that I don’t let her use mine…is just that I find a person who likes to take pictures should own a camera isn’t it? So I asked people to share with me to get for her… there’s a story behind how ling hui and I get the camera…but I’ll just tell those who ask me about it… :)expect carol …. Haha :) We went to Seoul garden to celebrate her birthday…she knows what we going to do but I guess she didn’t expect that the cake was brought out by the staffs there…oh and there’s another group of people celebrating birthday too…and I’m quite shocked that we sang the birthday song so loud that everyone turned and looked at us…in fact I was a bit embarrassed…haha… but I guess she’s more embarrassed than me.. haha.. ya hope she enjoy her day with us at seoul garden…good luck to you…I’m continue to strive hard to complete our last lap… :) all the best tou you!!!! lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOPI!!!!

2009-08-16T15:22:00.001+08:00

back again...still have 5 more days and my final year prjoect will end...how i wish that day will come asap...cos i need my sleep very badly...haha...ya..will be really very very busy cos i have to rush out my report, final presentation slides and also my experiments... few days back i had a dream that i had to extend my project...this shows that how stress am i...mon have alot of things to do...audit again...which means i have to start my experiment at 3pm...haiz...and i like left with few more days... :( these few days being thinking...i should really forget who u are...it's a mistake that i smsed u that day...if i didnt sms u nth will happen...i think i'm slowly begin to hate you...u made me feel so bad...bt yet i know there's nth i can do... i'm scared!!!

2009-08-12T21:19:00.000+08:00

back again...after a long day...didnt really do much today jus tat Dr Cheah not around...feel so stress...haiz...

2009-08-09T23:46:00.000+08:00

I hope I still have the time to wish Singapore Happy Birthday!!!!just came back not long after watching the fireworks at marina sq with carol, nipun, Rodney and yk…the rest all fly our kite…haiz…anyway, this year fireworks pretty nice….and I took a video of it…but sadly, I didn’t manage to say the pledge..cos we didn’t even know…haha…hope you guys enjoy this year fireworks… :)

2009-07-30T08:26:00.000+08:00

i reached school early today...like 20mins earlier...a bit sad...nth much to do...so come and blog...recently more ppl coming to my blog...so i guess i have to update my blog more frequently...wahaha...ok finished all e stupid craps.. ya..busy with my final yr project...still have like 3weeks and 1 day...i just cant wait for 21 aug...that's my last day of FYP...really tired and sian...but i have no other choice...this is what i've chose...if i study harder last time den most likely will b in JC...but i guess even if i can go JC i still wont go...ok like rubbish...haha...ok goin to charge my laptop battery...so back soon... :)

2009-07-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

i'm back once again...left like i'm left behind...a bit sad...things that are currently happening i dun even know..i felt so bad...i dunno should i try going back or not..is just so diff...and is not easy for me..just now on my way home, i saw a couple kissing...i knew that will happen when e guy sat super close to the gal...it also reminded me of someone...chances given but yet u chose to leave it aside.. is not my fault...haiz..just felt sad...a lot of things i cant change...

2009-07-16T22:00:00.002+08:00

I'm back once again after a long long day...been busy with my final year project...didn't really have the time to contact others..haiz.. a lot of things i wanna do but...guess have to wait till much later den able to do le...

people who know me for at least one year should know my attitude towards certain things so pls dun come n piss me off..

2009-07-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

I'm back once again... well, today went for this BBQ at Teddy's place...in fact i didn't wanna go due to some reasons but in the end i still went to acc linghui.. when i reached his place, i found a spot for myself to stone...just nice right in front of me is the pool..i stared at ppl swim...seems like they all having alot of fun.. and it's reminded me something that i guess i had lost it for a long time..rmb that two ppl threw me into a pool after BBQ...also tgt with some other friends we threw another person into the pool..i kinda miss that..but i know once i lose it, i cant find it back...一旦失去，是不能再回头看。very sad...

2009-06-27T20:12:00.002+08:00

i'm back again... been busy with my FYP stuffs..really very busy...plus tired...alot of things to update but too much things to say but didnt have the chance...

2009-06-10T21:59:00.002+08:00

I'm back once again...alright...i didn't really know what to say cos I'm really busy and super tired...of what?of cos is my final year project(FYP)...okay just in case u people start to ask me what's my project title so I'll let u know now!!!my title is "Development and Synthesis of Bio active Polymer/Glass Composites..now currently doing membrane...is only two weeks..did lab since Monday..and everyday sure will have something bad happened..and i hate it...feel like giving up...cant wait for 21st Aug...haiz..

2009-05-30T00:42:00.007+08:00

today was the last day of attachment...a day i cant wait to end..however,when the time strike 6pm,i just don't want to leave the factory..kind of attach to the company..the whole of three months i had fun,joy and even anger...but now seem like all these are gone... well,those memories over here i will never forget...taking video inside a tank...trying out with the machine...creating website for the company...create the welcome power point slides...having great meals with them..first from sakura to coffee shop to canteen to restaurant to KFC...and most important thing is...learnt great things from Stanley(my boss) eg. how to solve the machine when there's a problem and so on...really have to thank all of them... thanks to Joey,Liu Yang,Jessie,Desmond,Sang Hong, Lion,Auntie,Raymond,Albert,Vinson and Stanley... A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU GUYS!!!! here are the pictures.... :P Jasmine and I with Bag Making Video Picture with Liu Yang & Jessie Picture with Sang Hong Picture with Joey Picture with Albert Picture with Raymond Jasmine and I with Centigro Logo Jasmine,Jessie & I with Asaiki's Mission

2009-05-26T11:15:00.000+08:00

well, i'm back again. i guess u guys must be wondering why i'm here at this timing.. let me tell you this. I'M ON MC FOR THREE DAYS!!!! well, for the first time in my whole poly life i have such a long "holidays"!!! i'm now like so sick till i always want to sleep.. so in order to keep myself awake, i have to do other things like watching movies etc..haha...i'm very tired!!!

2009-05-24T01:31:00.001+08:00

I’m officially TWENTY!!!! Is this a sad thing or a good thing? On Thursday, class celebrated my birthday together with Shima’s birthday (which is TODAY) at esplanade’s roof top. This was what happened, I met carol for dinner at suntec city. She told me that she want to go the library to look for some bio book. At first I was thinking she needs a book for what? She’s having attachment (just like me) don’t need a book. So I didn’t really question her about that. So we had a fast dinner at Mac and we hurry to the library. She told me that she wants to go to the washroom and she said she wants to go to the roof top’s toilet. I still didn’t ask her anything. But something I find strange was after she came out; she was on the phone saying faster and all sort of things. Then she told me was her friend. I find myself too nice to cheat. Ha-ha. After that we walked out, Priya walked towards the toilet and said this “I supposed to meet my friend here!” and I know I got cheated!! So I shouted out asking them to come out. Shima walked out from the other side. And I knew it. Ha-ha. I know they put in a lot of effort for this celebration. So really thanks a lot!!! Oh by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIMA!!!

2009-05-16T21:31:00.003+08:00

I'M INSDIE THE TANK WHICH IS ABOUT HALF OF MY HEIGHT!!! THIS PICTURE THAT WE TOOK 2 YEARS LATER!!! Hey people I’m back with pictures. Here are some of the pictures that we took last Saturday. Today went to church and I stayed on for cell group as well as dinner. However, I still find strange going. But I guess I really need time to overcome this. I just don’t know how to explain my feelings but I believe most people can feel or understand. Yup! So enjoy the pictures. :)

2009-05-10T01:52:00.002+08:00

I’m back once again after so many weeks. There are so many things for me to update u guys but I guess another word again "lazy"! So I’ll try to keep it short...I’m been doing the same old things again n again in my office. Maybe last mon was a bit fun. I was told to take a video and there's no trolley. In the end I stood inside a tank to video the whole process. Quite fun anyway. Went to marina barrage today took alot of pictures but I’m now lazy to post them. Maybe next time I’m free then decide.. anyway, today I didn’t go to church again. and I believe that most of them are very sad. I guess mic bay will b very very sad abt it. cos today (10 may) is her birthday. i hope she enjoy her time with the cell grp... anyway, happy birthday mic bay once again... in fact yesterday(9 may) was jiun wei's birthday and 8 may was Alvin’s birthday. on mon my senior's birthday...i'm almost lost...whatever it is.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL!!!

2009-04-26T21:00:00.001+08:00

Today I went to collect my jeans from tampines one uniqlo. Last week spent more than $200 over there. So today go and collect my jeans. I asked pat to accompany me to go there to collect... at first I thought I can ask Gladys to go after I meet pat... But she’s faster than me... When pat reached, she didn’t say a single thing tat Gladys coming. So I thought only the two of us... When I was about to go get something to eat, Gladys pop out in front of me... I got a shock!!! Seriously! I asked them about their sch life now... things are no longer the same… :) But I did miss Gladys and the rest... Really miss them!!! How I wish I’m going back to sch tmr!!!! ha-ha.. Hope to c u guys soon!!!

2009-04-24T22:52:00.002+08:00

i'm so tired!!!! these will be my first few words of this post...i'm been in the office doing power point slides (which hav nothing to do with my course)... but "enjoying" i guess...slides here slides there...i think my mind going to "slide here and there"....

2009-04-07T15:44:00.000+08:00

Hey guys I’m back once again. Well, I’m going to say the same old things again and again. I guess I better shut up before you guys start complaining. Ha-ha. Let me tell you a joke first before I start. On Mon which is yesterday, I took the wrong bus to work!! How cool was that? I took the bus that going to town and my work place is at woodlands. Cool right? When I knew that I took the wrong bus, I alighted at the next stop which is at SJI. And I took a cab down to my work place which cost me about $21 plus. Well, nowadays I was bored that I started reading some books online. Jasmine gave the link to me. And I took 2 days to finished one book. Ha-ha. The story lines are not that bad is about 2 JC students love story a bit touching. Maybe you guys should go and read it when you are free. Here’s the website: http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm . I have to go back to work. :)

2009-04-07T15:43:00.001+08:00

2009-04-07T15:43:00.000+08:00

2009-03-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

I’m back to blog once again. I’m so bored in the factory/ office. Things already had done way before the due date. There’s nothing much left for us to do and we still have 9 more weeks to go. What else can we do? I guess there’s nothing much. Tired! That’s the only word I can say.

2009-03-24T22:19:00.001+08:00

er...i was asked to post today but i very lazy to upload the pics..haha...went out with eva n her sister, fiona...lolz...still doing e same old things there's still nth i can do..so bored...when i'm free i'll post the pics up and tell u more?!laptop batt running low once agian...hehe...

Long-winded..

2009-03-21T21:38:00.004+08:00

hello, I'm back to blog once again...i think u guys really want to know what am i doing for my attachment... here, let me tell u... Monday (9 March): - Company Familiarization and Project Briefing - Bag Drop Test Tuesday (10 March): - Briefing on Documentation Writing: Requirements, Templates - Research on Documentation Writing for all machines -General Training on all Machines: Introduction, User Manual Wednesday (11 March): - General Training on all Machines: Introduction, User Manual - Hands On of Rewinder Machine Thursday (12 March): - Flow Chart for Rewinder Machine - Stock Taking Friday (13 March): - Flow Chart for Rewinder Machine - Flow Chart for Stock Taking - Introduction on Slitter Machine - Flow Chart for Slitter Machine Monday (16 March): - SOP for Rewinder Machine Tuesday (17 March): - SOP for Slitter- Rewinder Machine - Editing Flow Chart for Rewinder - Editing Flow Chart for Slitter-Rewinder Machine Wednesday (18 March): - Editing Flow Chart for Stock Taking -Research on Difference between Electronics&Pharmaceutical Thursday (19 March): - Editing Flow Chart for Rewinder Machine Friday (20 March): - Editing SOP for Slitter-Rewinder Machine -Editing SOP for Rewinder Machine That's what I'm being doing for e last two weeks...oh..for those who don't know what is SOP,its stands for Standard Operating Procedure or u want to say is all about documentation also can....that's how boring my life in the factory/ office...and it will continue for the next 10weeks...how cool was that huh? recently i got harassed by some people who i don't know at all..saying that they got my number from chatline..when i asked them which chatline they told me free chatline...seems like they have no brains at all...and one thing for sure i didn't received any advertisement about what chatline or don't even saying about signed up for it...so i think is someone i know doing such BAKA (idiot) prank...i thought all these smses will end on Thursday..but seems like I'm wrong!!!that person sent me another sms today...when I'm on my way home..seems like there's nothing i can do... haiz...

2009-03-05T22:35:00.002+08:00

well, I'm back once again...yesterday i got to know where i been posted to for my attachment...in fact, when i got to know, i was a little disappointed...but at least I'm not alone compared to my other classmates...they were all by themselves... i guess I'm e special one?!the funny thing is that carol can find information of her company on the net but i could not find any information on the net...but from what i know is about electrical components..according to the website however, according from my lecturer the company was making or producing packaging materials...very different...anyway, i guess on Mon i will get to know what the company is all about...and now all of us are really wondering what to wear on the first day...we were told not to wear jeans....so in other words we have to wear FORMAL on the first day..which sounds so wrong to us...ya have to continue to wonder n ponder what to do... :(

2009-03-01T11:28:00.002+08:00

well, first of all i wanna say I'M FREE FROM EXAMS!!! ha ha...anyway, after Tuesday paper, on wed i went to chalet with my classmates..didn't sleep well for that few days n ended up being sick..haha...really have a great time there... :) well, i guess i don't have e time u guys have to enjoy...guess i'm going for my attachment next week...bt i still not sure where will i be posted to and what will i be doing...hope that someone will attach to the same company with me ba...haha..

2009-02-13T23:19:00.003+08:00

here am i to blog once again...oh ya for those who still dunno yet,I'm going for attachment first...haiz...sad things...anyway, tmr is the BIG day for most ppl in this world...haha...and i have a date tmr... yes u r right,priya n carol (if u r reading this post)...lolz... ya...I'm going to have my date with 3 of them...u wanna know are they?? I'll let u know now....they are MATHS,THERMOFLUID and ELECTRONICS... they already "booked" me like few weeks ago...haiz...i'll have difficulties to handle all three of them tmr...haha...anyway, that's what i told priya when we were in sch studying that day...we were talking about V-Day...so i was joking with her about her "3 lovers"...haha...which are the subjects that we going to have next two weeks...lol...so isn't that we have to start our "affair" now?wahaha...okay...i know i may sound wrong...but I'm just going along...wahaha...yup...have to get back to my "lovers" now...but i guess i have no mood at all...but is okay...lol...cya soon..take care...and all the best to u guys...will blog once I'm free... :)

2009-01-28T23:32:00.002+08:00

so am i here to tell u guys what i've done for e past few days?eh...well i guess not...not many things to say but i guess not...just let u guys keep guessing n guessing..wahaha...something not right with me for the past few days....but at least i'm still know what i want...maybe the wires in my brain just suddenly connected wrongly...just dunno why..anyway, i dunno how to explain and dun wish to explain this anymore...

2009-01-26T00:15:00.003+08:00

okay to reply shima..so i'm here to update now...anyway,HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL CHINESE FRIENDS.. anyway...most of u guys dunno this...i went to dye my hair ytd...and also HIGHLIGHT my hair too...so pls dun get shock when u guys c me...wahaha...cos i do get a shocked after i cut my hair...haha...dun worry...I WONT POST ANY PICTURES WITH MY NEW HAIR STYLE...OR RATHER NEW HAIR COLOUR...HAHA... ya sry for updating my blog for such a long time..cos my Internet was down at first..den got alot of problem...so i gave up on it..wahaha...

ya so ppl,enjoy ur holidays ba....and last but nt least,happy Chinese new year to all....may all ur dreams n wishes come true in this "cow" year..haha...

2009-01-14T17:45:00.003+08:00

Well, i'm back once again after went missing for such a long period of time...well, firstly, my com unable to on..nxt i had to reformat it again...till my wireless at home cant use...so now i'm updating in school!!! a brand new year had started but i find that alot of things had changed...no longer like before...i dun even know is a good thing or a bad thing?! haiz...i think i better get goin with my work...

2008-12-31T22:10:00.001+08:00

FIRST OF ALL HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! this is a new year, hope u guys can forget the past and look forward to yr 2009!!! let's end this 2008 with a happy note instead of any unhappiness which happened throughout the whole year... :)

well, until today, i got to know what God's plan for me this in poly and course....which i hope it wont be too late!!! wahaha... :)

2008-12-23T18:09:00.005+08:00

Xmas Bash Theme :SUPER HEROES

while waiting for Carol at Suntec, I saw this

Carol and Priya's fried bee hoon

Rodney's yellow Hokkien Mee (i think)

Is this mine or Jasmine?! (fired rice with either fish or chicken)

Beth's food ( dunno is what food haha)

Shima's Fried mee

Hotplate bean curd

hey there, first n foremost Merry Christmas!!! i think i wont have the time to come here again...haha...anyway, as u can see had my Christmas bash at our usual place which is Jurong Sports Hall.. and this year our theme is Super Heroes!!! took a few pics by carol... as usual, that day i reached home at 12am...and carol was e worst..1am...haha..but glad that she enjoyed herself...so yesterday, my class went out to celebrate Christmas too..we went to watch Twilight...is nice....quite nice...but people sitting in front of us spoilt the whole show... after that we went to far east plaza to have our dinner cum supper...cos that time when we reached it's already 9plus...isn't supper?!the food isn't that nice anyway...whatever it is,already over....lastly, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2008-12-11T00:02:00.001+08:00

Yes finally my common tests had come to an end. True enough to say that I had not enough time to prepare for these papers. But anyway, IT’S OVER!!! I just wonder who can tell me this?! If the company is producing potato chip, is the potato chip bag consider a direct material or an indirect material? This is one of the questions from my cost accounting. Well, even tests were over, but my projects are stacking higher and higher!!! I think it’s going to collapse soon. And I’m going to get “buried” underneath. Ha-ha.

2008-11-23T12:10:00.006+08:00

okay here i am to update my this dead blog...two wks ago we went to ECP for some BBQ with the class..nth much but a bit bored...haha...well,it's over so dun have to talk about it anymore...

here is the funny thing that happened this week...on Tuesday we stayed back in school to study...so we had our dinner at mac...carol and Gladys went to order their food...carol ordered mac-spicy and told the person she wants a plain burger..glad laughed at her...here's the funny one...is my turn to place my order...i ordered two plain mac-spicy meal...and my fries are without salt...(which is nth wrong with it)...i helped another friend to buy fries...so i told the person I WANT A NORMAL LARGE FRIES!!!the person replied SO U WANT A NORMAL FRIES OR LARGE FRIES?i replied the same thing I WANT A NORMAL LARGE FRIES!in fact i wanted to order a large fries with salt...haha..well,it's over anyway....haha... on thursday, we went to buy present for Yvonne(carol's sister)'s wedding...we went marina square... yesterday was Yvonne's wedding...went with Gladys, Patricia...felt very funny...cos we dunno their friends and family members..oh anyway, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JONATHAN!!!

here are some pics for these events!!!

this is a sign that they are VERY STRESSED!!!

on our way to ECP

Donkey section again?!

MS X'mas deco

CAROL IS TIRED OF POSING...SHE LOOKS TIRED?!

still have their full family photo...i didn't post it because i nid to get permission from them so i can post... :)

2008-10-17T23:30:00.012+08:00

This is the end of the first week of school...well i can say some lessons are really can bored me to death!!! Up till now i still don't see any module interests me!!! DIE LE!!! How can this happen to me?! anyway, is a good thing that my school starts much more later compared to last sem....mainly starts at 10:10am...about it ends almost everyday at 6pm...Worse! Friday will end at 9:30pm!!!! So if you guys call me before 9:30pm, the chances of picking up will be less than 50%...it's really depends the lesson interests me or not?! lolz...nothing much that i want to update.. Maybe for the house visiting...here are some pics...

At Ameera's House! At Shafiq's House! At Haafiz's House! At Siti's House!

2008-10-10T23:13:00.001+08:00

There’s a lot of things happened during the camp…At first I don’t wish to blog about the camp…but after reading someone’s blog I decided to do so… I won’t say much because I know the more I say, things will get worse… but all I can say stop thinking that you are really very GREAT!!! Don’t have to say until that WITHOUT YOU THE THINGS WILL NOT GO SMOOTHLY!!! I think is WITHOUT THE OTHER EXCOS AND THE YEAR 1 THEN THE WHOLE CAMP WILL NOT GO ON!!! You think I don’t know set up a camp is not easy?! I can tell you when I’m in secondary school I organized a few camps before… all I know is that when something went wrong during the camp, ALL EXCOS will sit down and solve the problem TOGETHER!!! NOT PUSHING THE BLAME TO OTHERS!!! Well, I think I have to say that much…

Well have to really thank the other members to make this camp enjoyable for the year 1s…

Last thing for sure I will say this… after the camp I was listening to this song “Nobody’s Perfect”…and now I’m TELLING YOU THIS THAT NOBODY’S PERFECT!!!AND STOP THINKING THAT YOU ARE PERFECT!!!!

2008-09-29T23:30:00.002+08:00

today went to play basket ball and volley ball at carol's place there...finger almost got dislocated...haha...but it was fun...after that went to her place to wash up and change...so moved on to CHINATOWN!!!hohoho....muz be wondering what are we doing there huh?!went there to buy my favourite EGG TARTS and others...also went to buy some stuffs for my upcoming camp...walked the like almost the whole Chinatown...now my leg cramp...haha...after dinner, they came my place to watch the final episode of nanny daddy...so on our way back someone text carol saying that the new timetable is out...the first thing carol and pat were worried and wondering was what module they got for CS...checked the timetable first thing when reached home...and all three of us got the same!!!haha...COST ACCOUNTING!!!hope we can do well for this....

2008-09-28T00:34:00.002+08:00

this is the second post after the 100th posts...anyway, today in church did really learn something..or i can say i a kind of reminder for me..more of reminding not to forget God...and when things happened (regardless good or bad) turn to God first...which i dare to say i not doing so for a very long time...but anyway, today learnt this thing is far more important than any other things..no matter what happens, maybe sickness or whatever...we do not know...God has the answer..He wants us to be faithful in these situations...but no matter what it is, God will still loves us..so i can say to the very stupid person who has nothing better to do, i cant be bothered with you...if u wan to carry on with this, u not only hurting yourself but also to those who received these messages...and i believe u r the one who sent the sms last year..but i just want to tell u this...is that no matter what you do, God will still loves you...NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS!!!

2008-09-16T10:20:00.002+08:00

i got back my results...early in the morning 130am carol called me to ask me check my results...but i was fast asleep..so i checked this morning when i woke up...i can say is rather surprising, disappointing and expected...but after all still have to thank God for these results... in fact my GPA dropped compared to last sem but improved from sem 1 yr 1...for this sem i dont have any Ds...just like last sem...but additional of two Cs and less of two Bs...my overall GPA improved by 0.002...is like very disappointed...to my goal is still far far away...i need to work triple hard or rather a million% harder to achieve it..maybe a million is not enough...i guess...just try my best ba...cos after all this is what God gave it to me!!! :)

2008-09-07T23:07:00.003+08:00

this is my 100th posts for this blog..anyway, i was helping carol to look for some songs and i came across this song which i find is very nice...oh i don't even know are those songs correct or not?but i find this song Remind Me, Dear Lord by Alison Krauss very nice...

The things that I love I hold dear to my heart they are borrowed and not mine at all Jesus only let me use them to brighten my life So remind me, remind me dear Lord Chorus: Roll back the curtain of memory now and then show me where you brought me from and where i could have been just remember I'm a human and human's forget so remind me, remind me dear Lord Nothing good have i done to deserve God's own Son I'm not worthy of the scars in His hands yet he chose the road to Calvary to die in my stead why He loved me i can't understand Roll back the curtain of memory now and then show me where you brought me from and where i could have been just remember I'm a human and human's forget so remind me, remind me dear Lord Just remember I'm a human and human's forget so remind me, remind me dear Lord

2008-09-02T23:53:00.005+08:00

today went to have dinner with the class...surprised that 20 people came for it...we went to ps's swensen for dinner..i had this Grilled Fish Sambal...is nice...esp the sambal chilli..very nice...you all hav to understand that i dun eat or take chilli and i dare to take it means is nice...wahahaha... ordered this Firehouse Happy Birthday for Gladys...cos yesterday was her birthday...hope ou like it...in total we all spent like $300++++...cos i dunno how much we had spent...and i heard that this is the amount....after dinner i left...cos i dun feel like continue to join the rest to play bowling..cos i dun wish to play too...so i went home..on my way back home i felt very sian..like did something wrong but i dunno what i do...morale went all e way down...i smsed someone but that person didnt bother about replying...which makes me feel even more sad... :'( Firehouse Happy Birthday Grilled Fish Sambal

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAROL!!

2008-08-18T22:31:00.011+08:00

happy birthday carol..hope u like e presents that we gave you...even though there's alot we still need to give but we lack of time to get to present to you...haha....hope u do enjoy ur day with us...with ur studies...haha...here are some presents for you guys n gals to see...

this flower is made by my mum and aunt cos saleha made ytd came off and unable to redo again...

2008-08-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

decided to come blog aft such a long period of time.found out that this blog goin a yr and my posts e less than 100...this shows that i really very lazy to blog...haha...

anyway...i found out that lately i not being myself...i jus dunno how to explain this but i jus find that alot of things i begin to let go or feeling like to let them go...jus dunno why...mayb because the food poisoning case lately?i also dunno...somehow i rather i find that something is not right with me...is it my heart condition?!i dunno...bt i do feel unwell recently..bt jus that i dun wan to say to add problems or troubles to ppl...ya to those who is reading this post PLEASE DON'T GO AROUND N SPREAD THIS THING!!! NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT AND TALK ABOUT...this is what i feel...ya...bt at least nw i feel better...who knows one day i might jus disappear...no one knows...haha...

2008-08-04T23:45:00.003+08:00

sorry for not updating for such a long time...due to exams n reports...for such a long period of time i didnt touch it today i touched it once again..thinking how bad am i for not touching the "sword"...nw i'm doing so once again...thinking that it's so unfair for HIM..happy i'll seek HIM not happy forget HIM...so sorry....felt really pissed off with myself....i've been asking myself why am i so selfish that i only thought of myself?sometimes during this period of time i really wanted to pray but i didnt have the courage to do so...thinking until now i still dun have...mayb i should try praying but is real hard for me to do so now...when things r happening...feeling really very down at times...just like today's paper...how much i really wanted to pray about it but i know i dun have that courage....is something i lost...am i able to find it back??i dunno....HELP PLS!!!

2008-07-22T00:03:00.002+08:00

there's so much things for me to say...but i just don't know where to start..and really makes me don't feel like starting it..or rather to say it...really for this past 1 week is really tough for me...not only me about also to some of my classmates...seriously felt very helpless that i cried in front of saleha...i dropped my precious tears in front of her...none of my classmates see me cry before only carol and Patricia...e rest nv c me cry before..but i know that i cant take it anymore...and i broke down..is really very tough... to who this may concern...you should very well in your heart or when u reading this... wont force you anymore..i'll jus give you time to think and i'll just wait till you reply me...knowing that you may not reply for e rest of your life but i'll just wait till you want to say a word to me...

the day he break my heart....

2008-07-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

you hurt my feelings once again....purposely said girls are unpredictable...my question is so simple that you cant even answer...i don't know what to do...you tell me what should i do?seems that you always ignoring me...but what else can i do?you tell me!!!this is really very hurtful...

2008-07-11T23:56:00.003+08:00

finally i had the time to come and blog....yesterday i got back my sensors results...and so i got back all my results...quite disappointed...seriously disappointed...but now i know e only way is to really study hard and do well for my final sem papers...there's so much for me to say bt i dunno how and what to say...been staying in school to do e projects do until i want to cry...seriously wan to cry...i really give up...cant take this stress anymore...why didn't e accident take place on wed??i took a cab and almost got into an accident 3 times...for 3 times e driver managed to stop...haiz...

someone asked me this..someone asked me to share my problems but now is that i dont have e time to share as you dont have the time to listen i believe..i'm not trying to be attention seeker here...but i'm trying to say what i want to say jus that is too many...and i really wan to keep my post short....I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING...............................................................

2008-07-01T22:43:00.002+08:00

back again after a day...anyway,today i went out to have fun for a day...i told myself and carol that WE NEED A BREAK!!!so i met her at 1 at her house for lunch and then, we went to parkway...she got herself a YELLOW skirt and i got a PINK shorts...after which we went around looking for hafiz's present...but we dont know how to choose...so gave up...went on to meet hafiz,priya and stephanie for bowling...here comes the funny part..carol took this ball which is ORANGE(size 8) in colour and then Priya took a PINK(size 8) with small holes..so carol tried taking it..she took it and it dropped on the ground..in the end she changed..later on another couple came to the next lane and play..they just anyhow take the balls there...which inculde e ORANGE and the PINK...so the guy took the ORANGE which i was using too...so i decided not to waste time and RED(size 10) in colour..thinking that it was not that heavy..so before i could bowl, the whole ball flew off..not forward but backward...which means dropped before i could bowl..and i hurt my finger...very funny...

2008-07-01T00:07:00.003+08:00

it's been a long time ever since i had blogged...anyway, these few weeks there's a lot of things that happened and i dont know where to start from which i decided not to do so anymore..life is just miserable...just finished my common test..and i got back so far only ANP..the rest will be given during the week...i did see the effort that i put in my studies but guess i'm still not really very happy about it..maybe there's more improvement in it??i dont know..maybe some of u may say that is already quite good but to me maybe not...giving myself too much stress and pressure...maybe becoming a habit and i think i'll "enjoy" this feeling...ya guess i study too much and my wires when crazy...wahaha..

2008-06-10T21:41:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time i ever since come and blog..anyway, been studying almost everyday beside sat...feeling really very tired..but i don't have the choice not to study right?today i went to cut my hair and carol reborn her hair..just wait n see...today is Charlene's birthday...she's can say is my best pal in sec school..met her at bukit panjang plaza to pass her the presents..i got her a keychian with a big letter 'C' and a Hello Kitty balloon..wanted to get her cake but then decided not cos i don't have anymore hands to carry...catch up with her outside mac..and found out that it's been a long time that i talk to her..after awhile i left and took bus home..read the card and e present that she gave...it's really touches my heart...the gift stated:"For i know the plans i have for you",declares the Lord,"plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future," Jer29:11...i suddenly thought of my condition...certain things i do really have to give up..but certain things i have and there's a reason behind it..so after i alight, i saw Hwee Sian(my sec sch classmate) at the bus stop..didn't really catch up with her cos I'm in a rush...so when i walked till somewhere at my house stairs, i saw Jiayan(my senior for both sec sch n NYP)...also didn't catch up just said "hi-bye"..i do really miss the time during secondary school....

2008-05-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

today didnt really want to go to church but i still dragged myself out of the house and go...so things went as normal..until....during the first praise and worship i think is the devil reminded me about the operation..which most of ur know about it...i got really very upset and very lost....i dont know what to do..my mum and my lect encourage me to go for the operation...jus some how or rather remember what my mum told me last night..and during praise n worship i started crying...but i still try to hold back my tears as much as i could...so during the sermon, i didnt really paying much attention to it..cos i was really very distracted...so here come the altar call..i confessed and told God that i didnt really paying attention and asked for forgiveness..so during the second praise and worship somehow or rather my tears started to roll down again..really asking God to help me bt seems that i'm really very distracted...nth happened bt i still crying...so during the cell group decided to break the news to my leader, Mic Bay..i told her abt it..while telling her i cried again..she asked me can let the cell group ppl know about it or not i told her can..so she told the cell group and they started to pray for me and i jus continue crying...we always say pray like never before..bt today for me is cry like never before...crying non-stop.. after cell group..shi feng asked me am i rushing back home?i told her not and asked her why..she asked me to go plaza with her to buy something...bt she said she wants to walk there...so i told her okay...so walked to hillside(along bukit timah) she told me that she very tired..want to take bus..so we took bus...when we reached e interchange, i saw jonathan, evan, marvin, hsien tze and peiqi...jonathan was holding on to a cake..and they started to sing..i was really very shocked...really thank all of u...making the effort to plan all these...

thanks for all the things ur had done for my birthday

2008-05-21T21:18:00.007+08:00

this is from this class..is very nice... playing a fool b4 i start my revision all the gives from them being blind-folded where are we going? carol was feedin me with my bubble tea was asked to pose..bt i dunno what to do isnt touching? anyhow stuck on the wall at south canteen

today i guess gonna b a long post..together with some pics i have...first of all i really want to thank all of u guys who planned today's birthday surprise...especially CAROL and AMEERA!!!who planned all these...really didnt expect it to be today..shima n i both thought that ur will be celebrating tmr...but anyway tis was what happened...during maths class carol, priya, pat and saleha said that they wan to go to e washroom so i didnt think so much until they didnt come back like after about 10mins..so i told shima that i sense something not right...bt i not sure what is it that's nt right...so shima said wan to die die together..cos her birthday is 1 day after mine..lol...so abt 12pm carol, priya and saleha came back...jus nice lesson ended...bt pat haven come back...so i was thinking something nt right bt didnt bother to think so much...so when we walked out of the room, i saw pat's reflection on the window...so i thought she jus lazy to go back into the class n listen to e stupid lecturer...the nxt moment she jus appeared in front of me with a cake...i got a shocked...seriously gt a SHOCKED!!!that's part one of it..so went to south canteen and waited for carol n pat to come so that shima n i can cut the cake...bt they didnt appear at all...so we were waiting n waiting...finally we called carol they asked us to cut the cake first...so we cut the cake..and shima sabo me by taking some cream and smashed it on my face...bt it landed on my hair...lol..so i chase after her...n both of us had cream on our face... here comes the part 2...soon aft carol came with two blind-folds...she blind-folded us...and made us walked around dunno where...jus walked around to a place full of candles on the floor which says 18&19...when we took our our blind-folds shima cried cos really very touching and i almost cry...bt i hold back my tears..i was totally speechless and all i did was jus give them a bow..is really very touching..and part 3 came abt when we were abt to enter library...REALLY THANKS TO ALL OF U GUYS...ESPECIALLY CAROL AND AMEERA(who came down and got the cake for us)...BIG THANK YOU FROM MY BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!!

2008-05-19T23:24:00.003+08:00

today went to west coast park with my cell group...had fun there...but i got some strange stuffs on my head..all thanks to Lora, Gladys, Sherie, Olivia...we reached there and we started to play some games...seems that everything went well until Lora told Jonathan to change place with me...sense that some thing's not right...so i just continue to be in my own world...we were playing this game that we had to climb all the way to the top...my team was Michelle Bay, Olivia, ShiFeng,Evan, Yuting, Lixin, Yunmei and myself(of cos)..Lora and Gladys told Olivia and Shifeng to take their time to climb up...but we all dont know abt it...and in the end my team lost...not because they r slow..but is jus that evan climbed half way n there's this little girl blocked his way n he cant move...that's e reason y we lost...n we all gt water-bombed...esp mic n i...we(mic and i) all gt very dirty...due to the strange stuffs...had hard time washing them off...i supposed to meet carol to study at 3pm today bt in e end i reached at 5pm..cos i went back ho me to bathe again...cos very dirty...aft bathe i took cab to carol's place...while travelling i still can smell e orange juice on my hair...so when i reached i told carol n pat abt it..carol said that later go her hse den wash again...so i just joked with her saying that u help me wash la...in e end she washed for me seh..nt only wash bt even blow my hair dry...super funny...(if u wan to know more abt tis come n ask me n i'll tell u more)...wahaha...but anyway...thanks to all of u...really had fun...(also the washing of my hair)...wahaha...

2008-05-15T22:50:00.002+08:00

it been so long never since i come online and update...always online doing my projects, tutorials and even my lab reports...so likewise for today i supposed to do my lab report and my revision for my jap test tmr..but i decided to blog..to distress abit...haha...anyway..today things went well i guess..even though don't really have much sleep last night...but anyway, during my lab for design, i was calling e lecturer but then someone else also called him..so i told him to go over first b4 come coming back to me...and he's like go over and TOTALLY FORGOT about me!!!!i kept calling him but he was too busy to come n help me...beth and pat both tried to help me call him...until he finally stopped i called him again..he said something and went off...i was like super sad..and all of us kept laughing very loudly and non-stop..i was like laughed until my tears came out..in other words i laughed until i cry..but is really very sad because he TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT ME CALLING HIM!!!also we celebrated one of my classmates' birthday today...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU SHAFIQ!!!oh and that jiun wei hor..told him to meet today for dinner and he ended up went home...fly both my kite and carol's...argh!!!

2008-05-06T23:07:00.002+08:00

i'm back once again...ya...today went to study at Esplanade with carol,pat n eva...after tat we went to eat steamboat...eva was like playing with the food and all of us laughed like mad...oh..we had crabs for steamboat...for the first time i'm eating steamboat together with crabs...so fun lor..haha..

2008-05-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

today we watched this movie title "The Second Chance" is not a bad show just that e ppl in front kept blocking till i cant read e subtitles...bt nvm..it's over...learnt to let go things off during this week....i think is time to let go most of the things...really had happened alot of things which most ppl cant take it..including myself...too many le...really kind of tired...haiz...really kind of miss this person...

the day my brother shared his testimony and made me shy!!!

2008-04-26T23:25:00.003+08:00

i'm back once again...i tell you guys something is that i ran away from home for a week!!but now I'm back home...anyway,updating you guys what happened this whole week...in fact i went to my aunt's place to stay for a week..just nice near school..so i don't have to wake up so early in the morning..anyway,Thursday and Friday carol,Patricia n i went to junction 8 to walk around...we wanted to de-stress ourselves so we went to play arcade..guess what?is the Super Mario racing..so fun!!!i raced with this guy(i do not know) and he lost to me just by a few seconds...so after we played we went down and we saw Super Mario machine which we can turn the key chain out or something?ya..we turned the Super Mario Light Mascot(STAR) out..so Friday we went back and do the same things...okay..carol n Patricia went high when they turning the light mascot...carol got almost all the mascots...she left 1 of them which is with me!!!n i have more to go on..basically we were too stress..so we were like enjoying with all these kids stuffs!!!today my brother made me famous...he shared testimony during sermon..he mentioned that i stood up for him when he got persecuted by my parents..but he said that i was sitting there...everyone turned n looked at me...i was like so shy that i slided down all e way..there's nothing wrong that i stood up for him!!!! :)

2008-04-20T21:46:00.006+08:00

everyone is complaining that I'm not updating..so here am i to do so...haha...here r some pics that we took last Fri...one of them I'm just stoning...and mic bay said that looks like we r in e disco!!!wahaha...oh ya...to those who going to have their exams...all the best to u!!

this is the one that I'm talking abt...lol...

sad day

2008-04-07T22:47:00.003+08:00

since i'm here so come n blog...ya..last week went sentosa...had fun...even though is very tiring...yesterday met carol at suntec for dinner..i had pics for ytd bt i wont b posting them for some reasons...got for myself 3 shirts...so carol said that she wants to go sentosa today..so yup we went...but this time only 3 of us went...together with pat..after all the games we went to bathe..after that we went to vivo walked around den went for a movie----SHUTTER..is the same as the Thai SHUTTER...so felt cheated...haha..also we heard that today e timetable was out...so after the movie we went to carol's place to check it out...seriously i hate the timetable..mon starts at 12pm ends at 930pm..tues whole day NO lesson..wed and fri end at 3pm...thurs ends at 6pm...haiz with all these stupid timetable lor...haiz...

pics for last day of work

2008-04-03T22:31:00.007+08:00

Our tag(took by Carol)

Fazdli, Carol n I

The family of the .B.I.R.D. The team of $105 The family of .B.I.R.D.

Carol n I Colleen,Carol and myself stuck on the wall Nicole(team leader) and I

Carol,Hafiz(the big brother) and I

yup yesterday was our last day of work...kind of sad but everyone had fun and got to know each other...after the tear down, we went to have supper..had quite a number of food..chicken wings...prawn noodles...carrot cakes...egg oysters..only 7 of us went to eat..and all are GIRLS!!!Carol and I left at around 2am after my brother called me..sent her home first b4 going home...so i reached home at 3am...how cool was it?!the "cool" thing is that we went sentosa today...when i dun think i have enough of sleep..cos i slept at 3.30am...but in the end we still went...went there for sun-tanning..now my skin is red...but not that red after all..i think went darker...but still better than Carol's..haha..feel like laughing when i think about it...u guys muz c than u will understand what i meant...WE WILL MEET UP ANOTHER TIME NIKE BAZZAR TEAM!!! :)

2008-03-28T23:31:00.002+08:00

Hello I’m back been reaching home at around 11pm everyday...is tired. BT is fun. The more pairs of shoes I sell e happier I am. Even though our deal with mike n Nicole is there on. But customers buy and they r happy u will b happy too. Right? I can’t really slp now because I’m overtired. Everyday is like that…so I have no other choice…today was really very busy until I went blur…really blur…Nicole n hafiz both were not around left carol n i...bt we split the job into two because the soccer boots now have another discount!!! So she now in charge of that…I cant even walked away from my area. The moment I walked away, someone came. So I had no choice bt to stay still…haiz…I’m just tired!!!!To those reading my blog…PLS DO COME N HELP US!!!WE NEED YOUR SUPPORT!!!

first day of work at suntec...

2008-03-25T00:06:00.003+08:00

after a long day of work..i felt so tired...i almost lost at suntec...wahaha..ya..cos i walked past the place i want to go which is tower 2 so i thought i haven reached so i turn n turn n turn..finally i found...so i went up..but i was early....too early that i can sit there n wait...haha..got to know a few of my new frienz..all very fun..carol is my teammate..i shall intro all frienz that i got to know today...have nicole(who is my leader)...pauline..calvin(who goes around n ask ppl for email)..eileen(who i thought she very cool)...jiun wei(also frm NYP)..alvin(carol said i'm interested in him but is nt true!!!!)...danny(a malay who looks like chi)..alicious(is the first person i treat her a drink!!)...all of us had fun..bt even though is tiring...sat happened wan i dun wan to say le..very tired le...feel like slping...

results day!!

2008-03-19T22:19:00.002+08:00

i almost forgot my password..haha..anyway..today results came out...supposed to be tmr...bt dunno why today came out..carol woke me up in e middle of the night at about 12.50am..i lazy to get up n check so i told carol that i will check tmr morning...and i could nt slp all the way till 2am..morning 7plus 8 plus woke up..decided to go check out my results...really got a shocked...results were quite okay..i improved compared to last sem..bt my maths results dropped..haiz..that's e sad thing...so i met carol n pat today..carol n i supposed to go take out duty list n after that we went to watch rule #1...so carol asked me how's my results..i told her my last sem results n she believed what i told her...haha..talk abt my work?!i hav 2 off days..one of those days i hav e same off day as carol..bt e other wan is on sun..which means i cant go church on that wk...jus that wk only..nvm..abt e show..still okay bt quite lame...haha..alright ba..enough i guess..haha..dun let ur so much!!!wahaha...

2008-03-09T23:15:00.004+08:00

basically hav quite a number of things to say but will try to keep it short...okay..yesterday Marvin's "1.9km" tall frien(li xin) came..he's 1.9m tall but that time Marvin told us his "1.9km" tall frien coming..so..ya..haha...he's quite okay..yup..anyway..yesterday sermon was about confidence..of cos everyone knows what is confidence..bt confidence in what do u know?i guess most of us will wonder...cos i'm one of them..really like lost..okay..so today went out with carol to get something in fact was frames...but later we gave up n got a new puzzle n a frame..after that went to her house to do that puzzle...we took 3 HOURS to complete the WHOLE puzzle..all thanks to me...i chose this puzzle with the same background very difficult to do...we tried to put into the frame..but haiz...seems that it became worse..i dunno...hope that e birthday gal will like it..sry but hav no other choice...haha..right...it's late le..i think is time for me to offline..yup..so cya people...night!!!

2008-03-03T23:24:00.003+08:00

back again...tired...jus went for a job interview this morning..so ya..jus wait n c ba...anyway...went to watch the eye today...really wan to kill carol..haha..basically i got shocked 4 times...den this gal sitting beside me kept laughing non-stop...bt den that show is nt bad la...jus that i stonning...lolz..den got shocked...nvm it's over..i told her that no one was sitting beside me..so if i turn n c some1 beside me den something's not right!!!lolz..so this gal will get it frm me frm tmr onwards...n her skin is thick wan..nvm if ur dun get it..alright muz keep it short!!lolz..

2008-02-27T23:21:00.004+08:00

can someone enlighten me?i really dunno what can i do le..i'm jus helping a frien of mine..in the end..another frien is afraid of me..i really wanna give up on helping this frien of mine...i think mayb hav no problems..right?i think so..really made me very very lost...and i really dun wish to come back...really hope that i can lost in e middle of no where...but i know i cant..i already came out with things n ideas to move away from her.. i should draw myself AWAY from them?!but i do not know what will b her reaction?!i rather b lonely(even though i hate to b),emo den to hurt the relationship between the two of them...even though i always seems to b e bad wan...i think i left no other choice...really decided to do so..if i had hurt her by doin so...i hav no other choice...sry....i'm really very tired with all this things...no that i dun wan to share with u...not that i dun wan to listen..u know that i'm always here to listen to u..but hav no other choice...unless u provide me another solution!!!

2008-02-26T23:48:00.002+08:00

jus dunno what happened to e hot mail system...cant even log in into my hotmail as well as my msn..i even tried on my brother's com..but still the same..at first i thought is my laptop got virus again..but i scanned it thru there's no virus..some more i nw hardly go online...cos exams..ya..talking about exams..i finished my exams!!!so in other words i completed year 1...haha...still have two more yrs to go!!!jia you!!!to all my classmates!!!wahaha...at least went cycled today!!!ya..very tired!!!well they coming my hse tmr again!!ya..so jus wait lor..right..so cya soon!!!enjoy...

2008-02-21T23:51:00.002+08:00

i'm back once again..basically this whole week being busy with preparing for my final year 1 exams..after this coming mon can say that year 1 of poly student life is over!!!haha...been studying all over singapore...mon went airport..tues exam,wed exam thurs(which is today) went to airport to study again!!!what abt tmr?i will b staying at home to study...anyway..mon went to carol's place first b4 goin to e airport..so hafiz went to...and we went to c her pet(countless)..so hafiz touched countless butt and held her hand..and he said that countless is his girlfriend...lolz..so we said he muz marry countless..bt nw he said that countless is no longer his girlfriend cos she smsed him said that he very bored!!dun suit her!!!lolz..whatever craps that he can find...so that's e very interesting n funny part for this wk...tues paper was maths...and wed paper was manufacturing..both papers still okay la..jus hand the rest to God n let Him do the job..basically this whole wk is very tiring!!!very tired!!!jus feel like sleeping!!!wahaha...

SECOND CHANCE!!!

2008-02-17T21:49:00.004+08:00

SECOND CHANCE You called my name Reached out Your hand Restored my life And I was redeemed The moment You entered my life Amazing grace Christ gave that day My life was changed When from my shoulders Fell the weight of my sin So it’s with everything I am I reach out for Your hand The hope for change The second chance I’ve gained On You I throw my life Casting all my fears aside How could greater love than this Ever possibly exist Consume my thoughts As I rest in You I’m now in love With a Saviour Bearing the marks of His love So I’ll wait upon You now With my hands released to You Where a little faith’s enough To see mountains lift and move And I’ll wait upon You now Dedicated to Your will To this love that will remain A love that never fails This song is really very nice...i still searching in process!!!

2008-02-14T23:12:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! really very bored..being studying for the past few days...nxt wk is my papers liao...ya..yesterday went to marine parade library to study...after that we went to parkway for dinner...after dinner carol n i went to buy stuffs for today valentine..yup...spent too much...haiz..but nvm la...once a year only...haha...ya..anyway..hope u people enjoy ur valentine's day and also ur cny!!!take care!!!

2008-02-07T23:11:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!may all your wishes and dreams come true!!!smile... :P

2008-01-29T23:02:00.001+08:00

i just wonder life is so short and if the useless person in this world is gone,will this world be the same?or will it change?useless people stay in this world to take other people's resources...such as air..water...so if this useless person gone,will it change much?!i really don't know...how i wish that will happen...really very sick and tired of this world...how i wish i could get out of this world as soon as possible...i wonder if one day i die, will anyone feel sad?i doubt so...cos I'm that useless person...so what if this useless person gone?!they should be happy instead...going to force myself to stay awake for the whole night today...DON'T ASK ME WHY...COS I REALLY DON'T WANT TO SAY THAT ANYMORE...REALLY VERY VERY ANGRY WITH MYSELF...HATE IT!!!

2008-01-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

alright...today we had STEAMBOAT IN CHURCH!!!whoo~haha...cos there's no place to cater 600people...youth impact is really growing..wahaha...yepp!!!haha..okok...today was Brother Andrew Yeo preached..he was a ABCDEFG(Ah Beng Christian Doing Evangelism For God)!!lolz..this was what he told us very long ago!!!i still remember very clearly...lol..was a short sermon but really meant a lot..doing something kind can change the world!!!he shared this real life story with us...super sad...but i believe God is doing something in that family's life..anyway...back to the steamboat thingy...we ate quite a lot seh..lolz..but i drank more soup...added a lot of stuffs...till the end we played number game...we added sprite,coke,peach tea,peanut paste,egg shell,noodles into the soup...(did i miss out anything?)lolz..den i kena...thanks to MARVIN...ya..haha..all i know is that when i put it into my mouth,i can taste peanut...and one quite spicy taste..dunno what's that...and now i'm having stomach pain..how cool was that huh?!i think become worse...right...whatever...i c guys around soon..bye!!nite!!

2008-01-23T23:01:00.001+08:00

haha..after so long i decided to come and blog once again..sry for not being able to update as i had quite a few things to do..esp my projects...studies..and many others..ya..today super funny...there's this china man,stood in front of carol den she said "excuse me"...but that person heard that she wanna borrow money frm him..she was shocked...some more the person asked her how much she wanna borrow?!lolz..super funny lor...anyway..yup..been busy with my sch stuffs..my jap role play is over..n some more i'm about to loss my voice den e role play came about..hav no choice bt to force sound out..bt lucky i still hav some voice...lolz..yup...voice is here n there...dun even know when it will go off....lolz..everyday lessons r so packed that almost everyday this week we gonna end sch at 6pm..really very tired...yup..exams r coming REAL soon!!!fri i hav my final manufacturing lab test...nxt wk hav my final Jap written paper..quiz 3 for mechanics...and two wks later is my final papers for molecular, n biomaterials..both i'm aiming for a B..hope i can get it...well...enough of all these..and tmr is e released of the O levels results..haha..all the best to those people gettin it..lolz..hope ur get good results...wahaha..cya..

for the first time got stuck in the lift

2008-01-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

I'm back once again...shall let you guys know something interesting...TODAY GOT STUCK IN THE LIFT!!!together with ying kai,Samuel,carol,priya,1 lecturer,2 girls and 4 workers...haha...soon after the door closed,it got stuck...or i shall say it got hang in the middle of no where...super funny...we started making fun and joking in the lift..cause nothing to do...there's no reception..so have no choice but to just joking around..really very funny...still can joke and play when got stuck..lolz..after about 15minutes,the door opened,we thought everything back to normal...so thinking that we can take it to level 5 for our Japanese lesson..the moment the door closed,IT GOT STUCK/HANG AGAIN!!!!this time around another about 5 minutes..after which the door opened,we had to climb the stairs up...by the time we reached the room,we were told that the lesson has changed venue..it at level 3...we all like -_-""..haha..okay..that's the end of the post!!!lolz..cya...

first sermon of 2008

2008-01-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

today sermon is about "new beginning"...there are 5 things that need for new beginning..

Your new beginnings depend on God,not Man.
Your new beginnings depends on God but not your think about yourself.
Your new beginnings begin with honesty.
Only a few will accept God's new beginning.
God's new beginning will change your life!

that's all for today sermon..and I'm going back to study le..so cya people!!!it's a new beginning for EVERYONE of us!!!so take this 2008 as a new beginning!!take care!!!

first post of 2008

2008-01-05T10:11:00.000+08:00

I'm back once again...basically I'm quite lazy to post anything but just let you guys know two things and i will end..first of all...I FINALLY PAINTED MY ROOM!!!all thanks to carol helping me to paint..had fun i guess while painting..all our hands,legs covered with paint...ya..so my room now is BLUE!!!reason behind?!nah...not going to say!!!lolz..secondly,we wore our lab coat on Thursday..most of us looked professional...but i looked like some freak!!!took some pictures but all with carol she have not send it to me...once i got it i will post some..really very funny for some of us!!!alright i shall end here!!cya..

LAST SAT/SUN of 2007!!!

2007-12-30T21:16:00.000+08:00

this will be the last post for 2007...well..going to talk about sermon on Saturday..find it very meaningful and can share with your guys..so in other words this will be a long post..

"It's time to dine at the King's table"

David's gracious invitation to descendants of Saul.
Our shame is TAKEN AWAY.
We dine at the table because of an everlasting covenant.
Mephibosheth realized how unworthy he was to be in the King's presence.
It is a table of forgiveness,restoration and HONOR.

well this was Ps Chris Long's sermon...these were the five points that he gave us.. after service we had our small group and then our bondage breaker...however,this time was not bondage breaker but is a small talk from Michelle Bay about "The Power of Honor!".there were four things we need to honor..first of all of course is God,followed by our Parents ,then,God's servants.lastly,the bond of marriage.but we only concentrate the first three..reason behind your know..so after the talk we had our usual praise and worship and I'M the song leader...again..we had the wrong song once again...but never mind...thank God...managed to change the song very quickly..oh ya before i forget,there's a newcomer and he accpected Christ..this was really surprising..heard that we like an "ah beng"..walked out of the church and got wack..i not very sure...Michelle asked Nicholas to go and pray for him..but somehow the second time Nicholas went to him he said he want to accept Christ!!when Nicholas came and told us we all were shocked!!but THANK GOD!!!so after cell group went home with shi feng...not bus but WALK home!!!all the way from BUKIT TIMAH BACK TO BUKIT PANJANG!!!chat all the way and had fun too!!!while walking she went CRAZY!!!i think i better stop here!!alright people!!i will say good-bye 2007 and welcome 2008!!!so people,HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!all the best to you all...and may all your wished and dreams come true in 2008!!!

Christmas Eve 2007...

2007-12-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!hope u will enjoy ur holidays!!!take care!!may GOD bless you!!!MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2007-12-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO!!!Christmas is coming!!!yup..today my church had the our annual Christmas bash!!!this year we do not have a theme but it was held at Jurong Sports Hall!!!it was cool!!!invited ying kai,Rodney and Patricia..ying kai invited his friend..until now i still can't rmb her name...but if i didn't remember wrongly her name is Hui Ling ba?!i not really very sure..haha..sry to say that i have SSTM...so ya...lolz..this year theme for the drama was DREAMS!!is very interesting...but sad to say that e so called main characters all died expect for 1...i mean e drama..don't think too much!!lolz..yup..i also saw Rui An(RYAN)..lolz..shocked!!yup and PRAISE THE LORD!!i think today quite a number of people accepted Christ!!!those who did not accept Christ today i believe one day YOU will!!!oh ya before i forget,thanks to my cell group members!!!all the little gifts..and my gift to all who reading this...THE BEST GIFT IN FACT IS NOT FROM HUMAN,IT'S FROM GOD!!!THE ONE WHO SENT HIS ONLY SON JESUS CHRIST TO DIE FOR US MORE THAN 2000 YEARS AGO!!!

2007-12-20T22:15:00.000+08:00

hey people..i'm back once again..ytd went for this wedding dinner..on behalf of my parents...can say is my cousin's wedding dinner ba...but den i dun even know who is she...lolz..i nv even see her before...ya..but anyway..e food was quite okay...jus that it's weird...haha...the shark fin soup is not e normal colour that we see but is GREEN!!!i'm like GREEN SHARK FIN SOUP?!whatever but it taste okay...jus that they added this Japanese seaweed ba?!i guess...followed by this fried chicken "pipa" style..nxt we had the veg...and this tofu is super WEIRD!!!!IS RICE!!!!ya...they ended off with this thing which i wont really eat!!!that's coconut with sago...i'm like...SHOOT!!!!!COCONUT!!!in e the end i forced myself to eat...cos my uncle was there n if he see i didnt finished up all e food..he will jus NAG and NAG and NAG non-stop...so to save trouble,i jus eat...yup...but as usual,people go for wedding dinner wine n beer stuffs...all my uncles n aunts were drunk!!!and one of them was goin to drive after e dinner...how cool huh?he didnt admit that he was drunk...but can see that he was drunk...some more the whole lot of them r goin back tgt...my older cousin drove my another aunt,my two younger cousins n myself back..yup..went to my aunt's place tgt with my cousins...we went to mac n chat all e way till 130am..den my cousin drove me home!!!for the first time i went out without my parents n reached home SO LATE afternoon...broke my record..woke up in e afternoon!!haha...yup..today nth much...!!!ya..super tired...slept all e way till tisjus stayed at home n do my Xmas stuffs...lolz..so c u guys around!!

2007-12-17T22:13:00.000+08:00

haha..see this picture of cos I'm going to talk abt it...lolz..yup..today went to watch Alvin and the chipmunks..first of all IS SUPER FUNNY!!!!of cos is Theodore...the super fat and super funny!!!lolz..laughing thru out e whole movie..and carol was sitting beside me saying that Theodore is super cute...indeed Theodore is very cute!!!that time we said that ALVIN is PRIYA,SIMON is ME n THEODORE is CAROL..cos green mah...lolz..her fav colour...and blue is my fav colour..some more wearing glasses..lolz...encourage all of ur to go watch it!!!wahahaha...yup...after e movie we went to carol's second home to eat...found that the atmosphere is super weird!!something is missing..something's nt right...bt den i dunno what is it..i told carol abt it...she said mayb is hafiz nt around..maybe...and i'm so sry guys...that i really forgot abt ur..cos normally is hafiz asking e guys abt it..bt den he's away!!!ya...so sry...so aft dinner we went to taka...Gladys wanted to find e Christmas tree..so we walked around to find..den took some pics..later on we moved out n walked along the street..again...more pics..lolz..as shima suggested to go somewhere else,priya n i made a move first...yup we went home!!haiz..sad man!!!cant join them for more fun!!lolz..bt nvm..still hav another time right??yup..some more meeting them tmr...for PROJECT!!!haiz..jus wonder when can i get all my Xmas present ready?!only some...haiz...argh!!!right..b4 i end, i nid to tell carol this.. :THEODORE IS CUTE BUT THEN THEODORE IS NOT CAROL!!!wahaha....

2007-12-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

well...after exams!!so I'm back once again...there's so much things for me to update u guys bt den i cant possible to type out EVERYTHING.. if nt u guys will surely fall asleep!!!wahaha...so i'lljus touched on ytd...lolz..yup..ytd was my last paper..and e day b4 i was studying for BIOMATERIALS(which was ytd paper),i had a terrible gastric pain!!hate it when I'm doing something...ya..so didn't really finished up my revision...so i had to leave everything to God...ya...after e paper..my class went to play badminton..only 3 gals(including myself)..ya..den e guys...played frm around 215pm all e way till abt 6pm..e guys continued to play till abt 730pm..yup..den went to Patricia's hse there to eat dian xin...tgt with Rodney,of cos carol and Pat's nephew n his gf...her nephew super funny la...made us laughed thru out..yup...so abt 1030pm we left there...while crossing the road pat suddenly fell down..guess is accidentally ba..i also hav no idea cos carol, Rodney n i walking in front...so hav no idea...yup...we took 13 to carol's place den change 966 back home..carol was like wanting us to send her home...since it's so near i didn't even bother!!wahaha...yup..rodney took with me cos he can take either 171 back home or take to woodlands den change mrt...ya...by e time e bus 966 came it's already 1145pm..so had no choice he had to take train home..i reached home at abt 12am..this was e second time i reached home so late..e first time was celebrated carol's birthday!!!wahaha...ya..today in church they were practising their cheers for e camp..i'm nt goin cos hav too many things to do...so ya..BLUE TRIBE JIA YOU!!!haha...yup that's it for e day!!!cya..hopefully can invite you guys to my church Xmas bash!!!:)

2007-12-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

today i quite fed up with certain people...bt i wont say who...i really very fed up...bt i think i wont say what happened...jus really very angry...whatever it is la...ya..today service was really great!!!felt really anointed!!!e mission trippers came back liao..!!!n today was combined service...ya..yup..they showed a video that they took during mission trip that they celebrate PS Daniel's birthday!!wow..super touching can?they arranged his wife n sons to thailand n celebrated his birthday!!!thru that video we saw PS Daniel crying..i was like very touched lor...yup..haha...some more..today that "she's e man!!"(Olivia)..anyhow touched me...felt been molesting!!haha...touch here touch there...i'm like..dotz...ya..jus found out that e lecturer said that my group wiki's fonts r nt friendly...until nw i still dun get it which part nt friendly?since the lecturer wanna us to change den i went to change lor..so sad...haiz..whatever it is la..already changed finished liao...any problems?den i nth to say..haiz...tmr meeting carol n Patricia to study...n nw i'm goin to ask myself y am i still online at this point of time?when i supposed to b studying?!haiz..okay..guess better go study b4 i scold myself!!!wahhaa..

2007-12-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

decided to change my blog skin once again...took me abt an hr to complete!!oh my..haiz...anyway,this wk i find very packed..had tests for 3 days...what are they ar?i kind of forgot...lolz..oh...Jap..CP...n Manufacturing Lab..erm..i find all three still can lah..sld nt b a problem...yup..few days ago jus took back Molecular n Cellular test result..kind of shocked!!!cos i didnt really study bt i still passed!!really thank GOD for that!!been studying in sch for e past few days..yup..and know what?!i dun really trust kou fu anymore...had been having dinner at koufu..and e food is either turn bad or nt cooked!!pat n i both r e unlucky people..who ate the food...had a lot of things happened...bt jus lazy to blog them...next week common test...and i'm very tired...have nt completed my revision...b4 i end let me ask ur this qn...to you,what is study??ask yourself...at our age nw,what is more important??okay i better stop here!!!cya...